Getting off the struggle bus...

" We are still the masters of our fate. We are still the captains of our souls".            Thank you Winston Churchill    

 

Life is struggle enough...don't you think?  As I said last night, I am permanently getting off of the struggle bus and I am either gonna walk or ride my bike or at least start to try.  

 

It's funny because sometimes I will hate the way something is...how dirty the house is, how  the sheets pull off of my bed when I roll around all night or how my pants fit and feel like there is no way out.  Crazy...Crazy...Crazy.

 

It's about starting to do something positive and stringing a couple of days together.  It's about changing the voices in your head.   (People get uncomfortable when I say that...about voices...but my husband assures me that everyone has them.) It's about taking things a day or an hour or a minute at a time.

 

So Good morning and good luck...to me and whomever is getting off the bus with me.  The route the "struggle" bus is taking has changed...and this time we are thinking it will not be reinstated.  We or I just need to find a different way to travel to the places I want to go.

 

Goals for today:

1.  Change the voices when I zip the pants...

2.  Drink the freakin' water

3.  Think about every item that comes within 4 inches of my mouth

 

And the biggest one: 

Enjoy this beautiful Colorado day, the work I do and that I am lucky enough to have enough to have all that I have!!

 

May we see less of eachother next time,

Love,

Terry